Saturday, July 23, 2011

Christmas in July with Susan Hornbach


Writing From Your Heart

I love Christmas in July.  Actually, I’m one of those people who could probably live Christmas every day, I think.  One year when my daughter was about ten years old, we had a Christmas in July birthday party for her in our yard.  Everyone had to come dressed as their version of a Yankee Doodle Dandy. That year was one of our great summer time birthday parties.  All of the birthday parties in the yard ended up with a tug of war over the Jello pit.  The kids loved that one aspect of the birthday parties the best I think.
 Those parties were a great deal of work, but in my opinion, the joy they brought were well worth it.  Bringing joy to my family as I suspect for each of you, was the happiness in my own heart.  As my children grew, they of course grew out of those fun, but silly birthday parties, and the gifts I gave to them became more and more challenging.  The time came when the material was not as appreciated as the spiritual, and the emotional.  I began to write poems for them, for birthdays , graduations, special achievements, and also I decided that before I passed from this Earth, I wanted to reach out to the special people in my life who had touched me with kindness and honor; people who had been there for me in times of trouble, need, and joy.
My passion is to write children’s literature.  I prefer nonfiction if I can put a creative spin on it.  In 2008 I had two books under contract with Guardian Angel Publishing. Unfortunately my Social Security Disability told me if I publish a book and make $900, then they would consider me in business and that would end my disability.  With a heavy heart I made the choice to cancel my contracts.  Since then I have written I think, twelve finished books, both fiction and nonfiction, among many poems and stories not finished as of yet.  Actually, silly me, who in the writing world is ever finished writing?  Of course I have poems and stories not yet finished; don’t we all?
I did however, after the loss of my contracts, turn my interest to writing from my heart, to those I wanted to reach out to and say I love you, or say how much I appreciate you. I wanted to give the people who moved far away; those who were memories, and in touch maybe only once or twice a year now, to know how much I still appreciated them.  There were those who literally changed my life in positive ways that could never be compensated with material things for their selflessness.  One of those people was a doctor who saved my life and later was responsible for me being able to have my children.  Over the years she became my best friend, and we shared most everything; our tears, our joys, our children’s accomplishments.  For her 60th birthday, I wrote a poem expressing our thirty years of friendship spent together, and framed it for her.  She was so pleased with the words that treasured her as a beautiful friend; it filled my heart with joy to have been able to bring her such warm wishes.  She died last year with unexpected pancreatic cancer that had spread to her liver, and my heart is broken, but I am so thankful for the chance I had to tell her how I felt about our friendship.  When I attended her funeral, there amongst the many pictures, was my framed poem her family included, for all to read and know how much she meant to me.  My poem was a tribute to her, to live on now that she is gone. I feel when we put our words to paper; they live on indefinitely for all those who wish to read them.
My children have received poems from me for different occasions.  For their birthdays one year I wrote a poem for each of them; the times in their lives from birth to that place in time when I framed the poem for them.  Graduations were a time they both appreciated kind words for love and admiration for their achievements. Of course our children want to know we are proud of them, no matter what age they are.  I feel the poems will have a much greater impact on them when I am gone and my words are what they have left to hold on to.  All of us feel deeply about others in our lives who touch our souls and our hearts.  Giving them a script that is written from your heart, in which they can read when times are tough or lonely, or just plain having a bad day, is a treasure for sure; for them to hold on to and to cherish.
I hope my writings here will inspire many of you to reach out to all who have earned your admiration.  Sharing our grateful feelings with those who have touched our lives will cause others to reach out with feelings they may never have shared.  Reaching out is infectious, and causes compassion, love, and appreciation to flourish throughout the ripples of time.  Thank you all for taking your precious time to read my post today.  Write someone you love, admire, or appreciate a verse today.  What could be more in keeping with the spirit of Christmas, than the gift of loving words to soothe the soul?
Happy writing to all of you,
Hugs from, Sue Hornbach    



AN AFFIRMATION OF LOVE


By
Susan Hornbach


  A special day in January, the angels brought you here.
Your mother’s heart was filled with joy, she held you oh so near.

I came to see you on that day; your Gram And Pop were there.
A little baby in Mom’s arms, God’s angels danced with care.

And then you grew a little more.  You came to visit me.
We readied for the holidays. You helped me trim the tree.

You dyed the eggs for Easter. You helped roll out the dough,
You shook your head in laughter, with curls, that fell to and fro.

And now a grown young woman, you have a special glow,
There is goodness, and there’s kindness,
From within you they doth Flow.

Your mother is so proud of you, and I can always tell,
Your beauty on the outside is in your heart as well.



Susan Hornbach writes creative nonfiction, fiction, poems, and stories that relate to her childhood in the 1950’s.  She is a graduate of The Institute for Children’s Literature (Writing for Children and Teenagers). She is a member of the MuseConferenceBoard@yahoo.com  and subscribes to a number of writing related news letters. Ms. Hornbach finds the fun of research, and the challenge of putting it all together in an exciting informational package, to always be her passion. 

Quote:    Stories are an author’s canvas, for which they create paintings, brush stroked with words.


 

Today's daily giveaway is being provided by Susan Hornbach.  It is a poem she wrote.  It is titled "The Office Angel."  Everyone who comments, asking for a copy of this poem will be a winner!

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Jennifer Shirk said...

Oh, Susan, that was a lovely poem and a lovely story about using your writing to reach people and tell them you love them. Beautiful.

Karen Cioffi said...

Susan, wonderful poem.

I write poetry and songs when something really moves me and inspires me to the point it has to be written. Usually though, I'm focused on my children's fiction and ghostwriting.

In regard to your disability, you're allowed to earn up to $14,000 per year without it reducing your SSI payments.

They do however check this on a monthly basis, so if you earn over around $1150 per month, they may deduct from that month's payment. Then you have to fight to get it back.

It' such as shame you can't publish books because of disability payments.

Best wishes,
Karen Cioffi Writing and Marketing

Joylene Butler said...

Beautiful poem, Susan. And what a blessing you were to your small children. I can only imagine how excited your grandchildren are ever time you visit. Thanks for sharing, Susanne and Susan. This was very nice.

anthony stemke said...

Susan, loved your post about the Christmas in July birthday celebrations and the poem was lovely.
What a pity about the govt once again intruding on creative business. I don't know the rules but it stinks that you had to cancel your contract because of the byzantine machinations of the feds.
I used to know a hotel night security guard who had to quit after so many months to comply with regs. Can you imagine discouraging work?

Marlena Cassidy said...

This was such a beautiful, beautiful post. I'm almost in tears. You are a wonderful person, Sue, and I wish the best for you and your children and all who know you.

Julie Musil said...

Susan, your words are beautiful. It's too bad your work can't be published, but it's so nice that you've found a way to share what's in your heart (without losing money!)

Susanne Drazic said...

I want to thank everyone for stopping by and for leaving a comment.

Susan, thanks for participating in Christmas in July!

Susan Hornbach said...

I'm sorry I am so late in thanking you all for your kind endearing comments. I enjoyed reading everyone. I haven't had access to a computer for a while. We all feel great when we are acknowledged, and today you made me feel terrific.

Thanks again. In a few months I will be able to start submitting my work, as it would not be published until I am 65 years old anyway. After that i can make money. So you see, good things come to those who wait.

A happy Christmas in July to Susanne who featured me on her wonderful blog, and to Julie, Marlena, Anthony, Joylene, Karen, and Jennifer.

hotcha12 said...

THANKS SUSANNE FOR YOUR GENEROUSRITY!

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